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Rakuen

by Aperture

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1.
Here I am. pushing these fingers deep in my throat, puke myself from the skin I live in. feelings come back through our memories. I lay myself on a bed of razors. never-ending loneliness. 听 这里有恐惧 (LISTEN, THERE IS FEAR HERE.) 听 我只看到那些人 他们不想听见 (LISTEN I JUST SAW THESE PEOPLE THEY DON'T WANT TO HEAR) 我的声音 (MY VOICE) 这儿 只有那不想被发出的声音 (HERE IS JUST THE VOICE WHICH DIDN'T WANT TO BE ANNUNCED) 害怕吧 (BE SCARED) 你的未来 (ABOUT YOUR OWN FUTURE) You are free to die, it’s a good way out, but if you die things will remain unchanged. If you accept life something will turn. I chose life. I choose to live. 我唱着歌 给我的乌鸦 纪念我们的 传奇。 我试过 我死过, 现在 准备发光发热。 当做 最后的嘶吼 说再见 向 我的软弱。 (And I sing this song to you my crows for the tales we shared. I tried, i died, now It’s my time to shine. as my last scream end I say goodbye to my weakness. )
2.
I felt my heart narrow and choked, saving myself Pulling me out from my end. Saving myself from this endless wasted existence She became my rope,became my world In the name of the day I was born the black world turns back to white nights become days Like Vampires, morning becomes dreamland Holding my wish around my neck my heart beats fast and faster, seconds after seconds /lead me to my dreams. Please, nobody wake me up. avoiding the path of temptation, But those who watch the track too closely fail to see where it has conducted, are surprised at their destination . God doesn’t save anyone. The only one who can save you is yourself. Life is nothing but a star that must shine and once done his time, turn off.
3.
Do you remember your best defeats, my dear, old pessimist? Your tears on my sheets are still cold and wet. Your bruises still burning Swollen reminders of the eternal hardship and pain you bear Since your birth I Haven’t done anything but water the roots of my death You said: ''I was born here, but never meant to die here'' You've waited all this time, all these fucking years Naked by darkness blooming inside me This whole life lying to yourself. Time's just the highest price you must pay. Don't be afraid of pain. Don't be afraid of regret. Don't be afraid to die Don't be afraid to love Don’t be afraid to shine Don’t be afraid of yourself As if it was the hymn of the lost , as if it was the anathema of the second placed, as if it was the dirge of us all as if it was the end of the dawn read out this text that I wrote for you. It's Just a letter to myself. A letter to myself. A letter to myself.

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''Love, pain, nostalgia, buried feelings and answers we’ve never had, dreams and hopes, falling to the ground and rising again knowing that we still have to walk in the darkness with no peace and destination. These feelings we carried all these years, that we tried to exorcise through music, an outpouring for those guys that didn’t want to waste their time fooling around the town, but preferred to lock themselves in a room instead, playing and screaming what they felt inside.
Living so much in a boredom so huge that seemed like death, in a country that has nothing to offer.
But every time we went onstage and the lights were off, it was like stabbing that boredom, until we forget every problem; it was like living in another world. For better or for worse we’ve grown up together like a real family with a lot of brothers.

In Japanese, Rakuen means “heaven”, which is what music has been for us in this living hell; for us, Rakuen means ''freeing''. It won’t be a goodbye, since being free is simply about having a place where you can return to, and that place is called Aperture.''


Released 15 March 2015

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www.facebook.com/Aperturehc | kashi_thedevil@hotmail.it

Recorded and mastered in Frequenze Studio (Monza) | Andrea Ravasio

Artwork:
Andrea Palmas | facebook.com/palmaspictures

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released January 15, 2015

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